Being who I am

Being who I am

I am who I am, although the world today is too quick to judge.

I am different, Unique and diverse in so many ways. I am limitless. I am Trinity. I broke away from being a Human.

I am an eagle that soars anywhere and everywhere. I have no limits nor boundaries. I take risks and learn from the outcome, whether good or bad.

People are quick to judge my actions and decisions. What people lack to understand, when I take an extreme leap into an unknown path, it is for a reason. My path was never created to be a stable one. It’s created with great excitement, A Grand purpose, and strategies. I could never be bored with life as it takes me to so many levels with enlightenment through-out my path.

I love being who I am, although people are quick to not understand my decisions.. What people lack to see, is that this world needs no understanding of others decisions, what matters is your own. We grow from them, not into them.

I am diverse. I love being different and Unique. I love who I have become. I am in heavenly bliss with myself.

When we endure the pleasure of who we are and what we have become, it becomes a pleasure within all realms. We become more aware of who we are and our surroundings. It is like you have awaken from a deep sleep. You awaken to a cruel reality and ask yourself, “How we became oblivious to it all and tolerate it for a very long time”.

Life is made for the experience.

Life is made to be enjoyed.

Life is made to learn.

You are made to be a Leader.

I love being who I am, because I am me. No-one can live me but me.

This is truly beautiful, as it is you being you!!

Natural inner beauty is the way to go!

Combining God with Goddess….

Combining God with Goddess….

Imagining how it would be to love again is not as difficult as I thought it would be.

As I lay on my bed, imagining how it would be to have an addition, an enhancement within my life. I close my eyes and I all I see is dark, pitch black space/ nothing. I relax……

My imagination runs wild, like a little child in a huge white room with tons of paint brushes painting the room. The child runs with its innocence with a smile and blissful feeling. I start to create and imagine in my mind while laying on my bed.

I begin to see myself walking. I am walking by myself. As I walk, i see myself in another place that is unfamiliar and unknown to me. As I walk, I feel the warm breeze and the sun as it starts to warm my golden light brown skin. I find myself walking on a sidewalk. The sidewalk starts to lead to a small walking park. It seems to be a park that enters a city.

As I walked, I start to appreciate the scenery around me. I see how beautiful nature is, no matter where nature lye’s.

I start to smell the breeze that carries the scent of wild flowers. I sense how nature is responding to the loving vibrations I provide to it. I smile.

I start to walk and I happened to see you. You were in the park but on the opposite side of where i was walking. I could see you in-between the small bushes. You were tying your shoe. You then proceeded to walk.

I started to analyse your ways in walking, the way you embraced nature, and your smile of happiness. You have this genuine natural style about yourself. It is vibrant and seen by many. These are the couple of highlights I seen of you within the moment. Your confidant walk and style has me wanting to approach you.

I walk to where you were walking. I smile and stopped you.

I looked into your eyes and you kindly said, ” Hi…. can I help you?” I said “Yes, I wanted to know if you wanted a walking partner?” You smiled graciously and said “Yes”.

We started to talk and walk. The more we walked, the more conversations of similar and like minded beings, we seem to be. The conversations we held were endless.. Conversations I strive to have with others with no luck, I was able to have with you within seconds..

We walked and talked for hours. As I felt the butterflies within my stomach, I refused the feeling of “butterflies or lov-ish stuff”.

We became friends…

I then started to open my eyes while lying on my bed. As I lay there, I smile thinking of how beautiful it will be to meet you one day. My best friend, the one that understands and will stick by me as any best friend would.

I close my eyes to have one last imagination/manifestation.

I start to imagine…..

You and I sitting and drinking hot Organic herbal tea.

Again, we are enjoying the moments we are enduring together. Our different but similar backgrounds bring us to learn more and more of each-other. Teaching each-other different views and points in life. Discussing who we are and where we come from.

As we draw closer and closer as friends. I find myself generating loving energy and releasing it towards you. You feel the energies from my body towards yours. You receive it in delight, feeling my strong energies- having us wanting each-other increasingly by the second.

We begin to kiss.

Our kiss started passionate. It was a kiss of bliss. We immediately felt the passion

My blood cells could not run as fast. The adrenaline rush felt incredible. My skin tingled with ecstasy. Your lips are of honey and delicate.

I opened my eyes…….. Alone, laying on my bed with a smile….

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I love the Universe, the power of Manifestation, and Imagination…

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Soul Transformation

Soul Transformation

My Soul has transferred so many times over, I am finally at my finish line!

I believe in my mind, we are all in a transforming state. It seems that we all have different opinions, different options. We all reap the good things in life, but in different ways.

My soul has transformed many times over. I am excited that I have achieved mastery.

I am truly blessed.

Everyone has a time for their goal. It’s how this goal its achieved and if you are willing to play by the rules.

Life is a total game with several games put together..

We have an economy based board game with paper money.

We have games with chances that provides hope and wisdom.

We also have adventure games that provide ideas.

All in this life, is just a personal and emotional game. A game ”within yourself” (your inner soul) that’s in war with the game that transpires in your outer world. Faith based or not, I assure you that if you start working on the inner you, you will see your true outer beauty.

Everything in life is based on actions and decisions.. We act on what we “Think” should be done.. I believe that if we stop “thinking” and start feeling and understanding the real controls of our bodies, we all will be able to sense what is needed to transpire a beautiful world. The world starts within US. If we don’t like our current living situations, then do something about it and now you will say, “I don’t have the money to do what I need to do”.. I believe that if you place your MIND into something that you truly love and motivates you, then you can research ways of starting this new project. Look at other alternative ways to create what you are desiring. Look into another way of life or a different avenue to take that leap.

The Universe loves when we leap for ourselves.. When we create for ourselves first, we are able to provide for others.

The Universe within you will overpower your senses and it will be a balance of mundane and spiritual all at once.

It is a very powerful experience to have the Universe alive within you.

The Universe is everything, just like YOU!!

Different worlds

Different worlds

Creating a balance within the mysteries of yourself and everything around you is absolute key.

When we are balanced and we become who we are in the best of ways, we tend to open portals around us. These portals lead to several different places, different opportunities, different circumstances. You are the creator of your reality. You create it every second of the day.

My reality consisted on , “How people seen me, How people perceived me”.

I believe my life change was a very dramatic and overwhelming one for many. It was not that I intended it to happen this way. This is how my feelings towards everything and everyone unfolded into events and circumstances. I told the Universe to surround me with like-minded people. The Universe wiped my slate clean.

I know, I am not like everyone else. I know, I am different.

Different worlds reside within us. It is us to decide which world we want to chose. Choices needing to be made. Limits and deadlines to meet.

I know the world within me is the path I had chosen to take.

Realizing who I am and what I am, is not an easy task.

Staying on a devoted path is hard, but I don’t like easy..

I believe that when two worlds are opposite, (it could be on love, life, finances, etc…)you need to balance the situation so that you are able to make a balanced decision. We indulge ourselves into things until our stomach aches of overwhelming ‘”Stuff”. Why not enjoy the moments while they are passing by, why do we rush into things?

Different worlds show different journeys and paths. It shows different direction and education. It shows us different paths in different ways. It is up to us how we initiate them or direct them.

I started to think the other day. “If I decided to open up to the realm of love, what would i expect to happen”?

I feel like the the person that walks into my life, needs be open minded. This would be a must.

This person must love the way I love.

Definition of my love;

This person must love me unconditionally. You know, that love that never breaks. The love that flows like an endless river. We will love every single one of our flaws, as this makes us who we are. This person will not judge me, nor I will judge them. This person will see me perfect in their eyes because they will see and know my flaws as I will theirs. We have no jealousy in our relationship. We are open to do what we want. We are secure within each-other. Limitless love in all ways, shape and forms. We will not want to change we we are as we are solid in our paths. We respect each-others path.

This is what I call an Unconditional Love

If this person does not love this way, then we will not be able to share ourselves with each-other.

Loving Different Worlds for what they are is a beautiful experience that everyone must experience.

It is sad that this world has been driven on dependency, reliance and hatred. People are over “Fake” and “Independent” people. We all need to be “Ourselves, you know the person within you”. Who cares who has what.. People are attracted to honest and real people. Be real and you will see the magic unfold in one or other ways.

Find your world within. Choose which side to play..

Turning Point

Turning Point

There is always a turning point in life, no matter what it may be. Just make it a good outcome.

There is always a life turning point somewhere. I believe, if the turning point is good, you can celebrate. If it turns out bad, well then, you need to start planning—> “Plan B”.

Everyone always try to “assume” an outcome. They believe that a pattern can never be broken.

I believe if we all open our minds a little, we should provide the benefit of the doubt. I believe that, someone someday, will break that pattern. Once they do, they create a joy because it was a new experience.

I mean, I really hate routines.

A turning point in life should also be in the “Material World”, i mean….. who really needs it?? I see everyone getting mean and rude over “Mundane” things. I believe “mundane” things should be the last on our list. Loving one another and becoming a “One BIG happy family” should be our concern. How to help that person that may not have a bed to lay their head, or no food on their plate for days.

I believe that if we open our minds just a little and NOT judge, we will see a turning point on many things. Ideas are created daily with thoughts. We need to use them and open ourselves to something new within our lives. Awaken with nature and Love unconditionally.

We all need a turning point in our lives. Even if we all are living the most grand time. I believe altering our paths a little is fun and we learn through experience, of what we like and what we don’t like.

A turning point should start with a positive thought, so in the end, it will end up in a positive state.

Start loving everyone around you and especially providing time for yourself . Awaken within you, that power you await to unleash.

Unleash yourself into that turning point in your life and be where you want to be!!

Start Manifesting and make your dream into reality!!

Invasion

Invasion

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Invasion is what we feel, once we see that we have been deceived.

I feel that an “Invasion” process within us happens very often. In myself, i have realized and come to terms with invasions, i allowed in my life.

Having feeling invited within, is a difficult feeling. Especially when you realized it was all created by yourself.

I struggled alot emotionally and mentally. I had to find the cause of me allowing “Invasions”. Invasions to me is when something lays within your mind and heart. That something then created guilt, hurt, pain, and suffering.

The invasion was something that i needed to coupe with, but alone. It was a visious cycle and I felt that I needed to get out of it in some odd way. It was like a burning feeling in my gut, and i knew that i had to listen.

When I made ammends with my pain, guilt, hurt and pain. I became another person. I became something that I have always wanted. It was a life altering and life changing decision. I am very glad I made that choice.

In my transition, i had left a lot of individuals behind. I am not alone, but those chosen to stay around me are more than just a family to me. I know they are the split image of me, and I hold them extremely dear to my heart.

I dont feel guilty in any of my decisions, as I walk cautiously.

the invasion i once felt, is completely gone.

I am fearless.

I have Strength.

I have prosperity in all ways.

I am an achiever.

These are only a few things that I always wanted and now have. I have the freedom my Creator has given me.

I can only express, that my changes in life are breathtaking and blissful.

Do not let the invasion within your hearts get the best of you. Stand up for what you believe. Be awake and aware at all given times.

Love your neighbor as you love thy self.

Never be selfish and always be giving.

If you are having a good day, make it an excellent day.

Lets all make a difference within ourselves and tell the invasion “Its over” and create a new loving day.

Life after Death

Life after Death

Life after death is confusing, but a very beautiful one!!

When I kissed myself goodbye, I had a mourning process. One like, a death of a family member.

I started to feel at a complete loss. One that overtook my body and my mind. I found myself crying and feeling sad. It felt as if a family member was in the midst of dying and I am awaiting for their depart. It felt really sad.

I remember asking my friend Colleen, “why is it that I feel sad? Why do I feel as if I am pre-mourning a death”. It seemed as life was different in a very odd way. It was like, entering a new world and an unknown one.

I felt changes within my life. I started to realize my life was in a great alteration mode. A mode that makes me feel more of a self reliant person,with a feeling of conquer in my world. I love the altered me.

I have found my journey to be quite amazing.

Death now is a memory. All of those that were left behind in my death has now permanently stayed in that category, unless we are like-minded.

I believe that when individuals unite and spend beautiful and important time together, they cherish and enjoy time. I believe the time does not need to be with those that you were programmed to be with or in your comfort category. Opening up different paths will prevail. Having like-minded mentors, or a mentor in a higher category that is trustworthy.

Being able to move forward in life, is one step closer to yourself .

Be the “True” you and don’t let anyone take that away from you!!

Life within

Life within

Life within is what you need to love unconditionally!

Life within is totally opposite or way different than your outer life. It seems, when we get down deep into meditation with ourselves, we see the dares we should’ve done, the “I wish I said that”, and our dreams. We seek within us what we would love to possess with out. We think of plenty of pleasures and excitement, that we forget where our foundation came from. We become overwhelmed with life and fun that we forget to love ourselves. Then guilt starts to set in and we start to depart from our inner-selves.

At times we all feel that despair. A cry for hope, love and some kind of freedom. We desire to create something wonderful within our lives and feel the emotions. We believe that everything is possible and we start with the impossibilities. If we count all the impossibilities within our lives, you would be amazed upon your own statistics of, ” How I judge me, I don’t love me, I am ugly, etc..” We then are not motivated and we are kept in the same cycle over and over again. We don’t change. We stay the same.

If you don’t change, who will change for you? No-one, we all know that. (We expect people to change)

If you don’t love you, who could love you? No-one, we all know that. (We expect for other people to love us and fill that void.. Besides they are the only ones that can withstand you, at the moment)

If you don’t deserve yourself, then who do you expect to deserve you? No-one will!! Simple

When you change your inner life, your inner soul, you will feel a beautiful change in your outer world. It will feel like you were coupe’d up in a room and you opened up a window and felt a cool but warm spring breeze. You look out of the window and smile. That is the foundation of happiness within your outside world.

You will have an amazing inner life and a fantastic outer world. You will glow and draw attention to the world. You will feel confidant and want to be the person you are. You will feel a great feeling of love towards nature. You will want to watch what you eat and your figure. You will become less attracted to the material world but attractive to everyone around you. You will feel whole and at peace. You will be at one with yourself and you will see that you are a very beautiful person..

If no-one tells you, you are beautiful……. I will be the first to say and always say it regardless who you are……

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!

Stoned Man

Stoned Man

Stoned Man

Posted on 5th September 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

If you have never sinned before, throw the first stone NOW !!

Did anyone really throw a stone?

I don’t believe so, if you are a non-sinner, it’s first nature not to judge (Duhhh, LOL I had to say it). Non-sinners respect and accept those that are different. Non-sinners love everyone endlessly, even if they are at fault. Non-sinners know the “Golden” truth.

Walking away is the best policy.

A lot of us tend to point at others for what they do or what they say. We like to tell people how crazy someone’s lifestyle is and how they should change their actions to something more appropriate. We then tend to think that they should not think that way as this is not, what society has taught us.

Why do we assume these things??.

Is it due to believing that everyone else thinks this way??

But, do they?

When I hear gossip, I know this is not the kind of group I want to hang out with in the future.

These individuals are insecure of themselves and their inner being and they can’t handle someone else’s lifestyle. Most likely its either because their insecurities tell them that they should not even think about doing something like this or they may have a hidden desire and fear facing their truth. Facing a truth is harder than any other judgement in this world, especially when it pertains to our own-selves.

Pointing out the truth and faults that we have in ourselves is far more hurtful than we can image. Letting go of the past and accepting your new future is hard for a lot of people that are only used to one lifestyle or way of thinking. Altering what we believe is harder then convincing yourself to pee in a cup for a nurse.

Altering your mentality to who you really are will surprise you. You will see the inner you transform to something so beautiful and powerful you will be dumbfounded in what you can achieve.

A stoned man needs to be left in the past. A person that cannot move on from a situation, will never succeed, as it is a “Distraction”entertained by yourself and you feel as if you were in a chaotic place with little light. People will continue to dwell on the past instead of letting it go. Sometimes I wonder if we like hurting ourselves over and over by thinking about our past hurt, guilt and pain. We never let them go, yet we are the first ones to ask our creator for help but become an “Indian giver” (Meaning: giving something to someone and taking it back after giving) and never let it go. We decide to hold on to our sufferings. We start to feel hopeless as we do not see a change in our lives. We don’t even realize that we took our request back from our creator. This is why no-one sees hope and we convert them into hopeless efforts.

Everyone is a stoned man at one point in their life, unless you were raised in a non-egoistic atmosphere and lived as such since the first time you remember breathing. We stone ourselves for the stupidest reasons and we hang on to those as well. We begin to look like Santa Claus at Christmas time but instead of gifts, we have a bag full of baggage (guilt, pain, hatred, materialistic,feeling lonely…etc).

An true awakened stoned being is, Strong, Self dependent,Observant, Analytic, and being limitless. A true awakened stoned being comes out of his shell and conquers his inner soul, being, and surroundings. A true awakened stoned being becomes a rock inside and knows the inner power in their mind and the power of being fearless..

Lets all unite as Powerful true awakened stoned beings and become a peaceful and maintain awareness as it was intended since the beginning!