Just for you, my king!

Just for you, my king!

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In life, we all need to be equal in some way. This is how the Universe works. We are programmed this way. We settle and live through it. Lets live beyond the settling and become one again.

We need to wake up and make a difference.

I am stronger.

I am fearless.

I am detached.

I am awake.

I refuse to become a puppet like you.

You think because you have "Luxury" written all over you, you are the shit. You are merely a puppet that takes orders and does what he is told. You have the material world to feel over powered. You have an ego larger than three worlds put together. You know this...... but remember.... "What goes up, must come down" and I will be the one to cut your strings down one by one.. You are a puppet,You are a puppet,You are a puppet,You are a puppet,You are a puppet.

I am known to eat men alive. I am fearless. I have no remorse. Being single has given me more self power then having someone like you!

I dont need a man. I dont need to trade my soul into slavery. My soul is everlasting, and the trade in, is NOT worth it! I am free and you are not.

"Materialistic" is how you are, but with "Materialism," its only temporary. You think because "Hollywood" made you big and bad, you can say whatever you want to say. I hate to break it to you, but YOU ARE NOTHING without the material world. You wont even know how to shit alone when you are cut down from your strings.

Running your mouth as if you need to let everyone know that you get chicks and you have a large penis and everyone wants it. Sounds like you have insecurity issues and you are only re-assuring your male gender. Viagra will help you when you need assistance, (ILL) what a total TURN OFF its gonna eventually die. Surgery wont help. What will you have then???

Oh, that's right, a dickless man!! Start Flaunting about how many women you fuck after that..

Ha Ha, that was funny!!

Men like you are disposables.. One to take advantage of and throw in the trash. Being that I am not like that, I would not let you even look at me. You would have to pay me, just to look at me.

One thing that kills you is that you want to be with me. I don't want a bitch like you. I am a bitch, Cunt, whore, whatever you want to label me, but you know I am the one and I refuse to be with someone like you.

Do you really think words hurt me? HA HA.........Fuck you!!

You are who you are and I will not change that. I would and want to stay away from stupid INSECURE people like you.

Funny how you can talk so much shit. Why dont we talk face to face?

What kind of coward are you?!

You can stay a frog for all I care, but you will not be my prince. Why are you so upset? Maybe because I refuse for you to kiss me?

Go get one of your whores to Suck your dick. I am sure your Dick has every virus in the world, just like you.. Yes, you are a virus! You are a walking time bomb.

You think you will rip my hole... Ha Ha , you must be mistaken on who you are talking too. I am not your toy!

I am not your bitch. I am not your whore. I am not your cunt. Something you would love for me to be.

You feel powerful degrading women and men. You over power your ego, it will come back to haunt you. Don't let me be the one to tell you, "I told you so", because I wont be there to hold your hand. You will beg my mercy. Poor little puppet, you will ask me for forgiveness.

I shake the earth with my presence. I am the impact to most, I am the outlet for all.

Let's play nice my King, before your Queen out smarts you!!

Confusion

Confusion

Confusion is set within me.

I feel a desperate need to think with a clear head as thoughts start crossing my mind. Thoughts that make me feel as if I had no control.

I feel overtaken by everything that happens around me.

I start to realize that sometimes I need to clear the board again and start new. I know that I need to keep the good and delete the bad. It is hard for me to do that at times because emotions start to run through my veins. A deep silence within my heart and a pain that I cannot sustain. I see the hurt. The only thing crossing my mind is trying to heal the pain.

When I get hurt, I clam up and do not want to open up to anyone. I feel as if the world is closing on me and I have no room to breathe. No one to see. No one to even call upon.

I feel pain that has accumulated over the years and feel it has diminished.I feel as if I I have not learned a lesson because I allow this viscous cycle to happen. I need to put a stop to all the stupid nonsense that happens around me.

I have learned today, that confusion in my life is not all about feelings and emotional state, it is about not having the clarity I need to be able to find the foundation of the pain.

I finally found the foundation of my pain. The healing process has started.

The foundation of my pain is something that I am working on.

Confusion is temporary, as long as we know how to control it.

Remember to love yourself, Relax and be you!!

Dreamy World

Dreamy World

I sit on the back deck of my home. I look around and look at the patio. I am relaxed drinking coffee. Then i start to look at the sky , I see the bright blue skies, puffy white clouds and an airplane flying by with a white Stream behind.

I feel the warm breeze caressing my skin.

The sun kissing my bronze skin.

I start to imagine life. I start to imagine how my life is currently. I then start to create what I desire in my world, my life. Memories with creations come to mind. I start to smile as the thoughts are very pleasant.

I start to imagine myself at work. Thinking of any rocks that are blocking my path to success. I start to analyse and build a strategy to overcome the rocks and how I can move them. I believe that there are solution to any problems that anyone has. I know that it is not easy, but if we get to thinking about the nitty gritty of the rocks, we can see a way around it or overcoming them.

Then I start to think about my kids. I start to realize everyday that I have awesome kids . Although they know how to press my buttons when needed, they do.. LOL It makes me laugh because I love their defects and their perfections. I see how blessed i am to have a beautiful family and able to grow with them. My Kids care about nature and the world. Kids with huge hearts and very giving. I love to see how they interact and most of all…………. having them hug me on a daily basis.

I start to think about how beautiful my friends are. I start to think about all the times we gather together , sitting and hanging out on my back porch talking and laughing. The most beautiful thing, that they know how restrained my life and time can be. They respect me as a person and make additional time to come see me and hang out. My friends are my family. They are extremely important to me. They know the “Real” me, they know what I like, my defects, and when I am down. My friends are what help me create my journey. We gather and create together. How beautiful is that?

I then start to think how beautiful my life really is.

What a beautiful creation.

I know that with my perfect creation will come the person that I will call one day “My Twin Flame”!!