Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Painful Bliss







Being able to comprehend the intention behind every presence that we encounter, is strategic… Being able to capture and recognize the signs that surround us is acknowledgement. Use your inner tools to navigate within your journey… ~Trinity Rebel

A feeling of emotions overtaking the soul. 
Feeling a need to desperately breathe, a place to hide, feelings of anxiety seeping into my body.
I feel as if a piece of me has been taken away. A feeling of desperation within, allowing for release but not able to know the correct route in taking.

I feel alone.
I walk alone.
I have only me.

Being a soul that walks this earth, unable to release my inner feelings to no one. A deep feeling of desperation overtakes my thoughts but intuition tames my actions. 

Being able to observe and understand undertakings at its best, I feel sad as the truth is not always in my favor. The weight of this world pulls me and I feel alone without life. As I stay silent to the truth being known to me, around me. Not being able to verbalize the actions unfolding, as time provides the ultimate answer to what is sought. As I wait patiently, I only feel pain. 

No physical feeling of endearment or nurturing. A feeling of loneliness.
A kiss for inspiration, A touch of enlightenment, A vision of enjoyment, A knowing of Love, a Feeling of Bliss. 

When I need you the most, I go unnoticed. My feelings of hurt and growth are at its peak, as I feel alone on this earth and feeling numb.

I know within, no matter what happens with my journey, it will be journey worth taking. As emotions set it, spirits are arisen even if I am my only cheerleader.

Monday, March 10, 2014

Solitude






Understanding and aware of my solitude, it takes me to my inner demons.

I feel As if someone just stole my soul for that very moment. As if something overcame my body and sadness overtook my senses.
Feeling Alone and frightened, I grasp myself by breathing slowly.
Understanding, the act will play as it was intended.

 
Feeling a deep sorrow, that what I thought to be true was never truth but a lie. A theatrical cynical of an un-tasteful bitterness bliss that was created to deter my journey. 

Wake me inside, as I want to fall asleep. 

As I breathe to shake these feelings of loss, I start to feel intuition seep within my soul . Wrapping its energy trying to save what it can. Attempting to provide Condolence to my emotions, I start to feel awaken and alive again. 

Knowing that I am living a lie, I grasp  hope, will, and determination to thrive.
A tangled jungle is what I feel inside, but I know my journey is a beautiful one, as I know that the Universe will provide protection, humbleness, kindness and LOVE from all that around me.
Feeling Invincible throughout my journey is enjoyable :)