Meaningful Flame

Meaningful Flame

A flame is very meaningful in so many ways.

I believe that every flame that is lit, shows purity. It shows strength, durability, and power. This is the flame that will continue within my life.

It seems that there are a lot of signs out there that show us the meaning of a word. It shows the reality of it all.

Believing in something that you so desire in life will show progress within the manifestation. It is like a rainbow that slowly appears. When you see it, you know what it is. You start to feel excited and happy because an emotion of seeing a rainbow is soothing. Again, another symbol or significance of a word. If we all gave meaning to everything, we will all see that meaningful flame.

I am in the process of matching the meaning ” Meaningful Flame”. I have given so many words their symbol that I am ready to relate my symbol with an individual. I know that he has not come into my life just yet, but it is being manifested in the utmost beautiful way. It will be an impact of seduction, freindship and loyalty.

Think of the word that you want to resemble . Create the meaning. You will see the creations soon enough.

Just a bloom

Just a bloom

A bloom is all I needed to have my dreams come into reality.

A bloom in life is what we all need to better ourselves. I believe that we all can make that “Big Boy” or “Big Girl” decision in our lives for ourselves. Not having that “dependency” of someone Else’s opinion. When we have that gut feeling of knowing that our idea or thoughts can become big, then we need to do it. Why wait until someone knocks down that awesome idea and it could have generated a huge amount if income. Chose your battles. Make it easier on yourself!!

We all were given a brain for something. Use your brain and your mind power. Set yourself up to that “Test” of reason.

I was one that always needed another’s opinion. I have found that if you keep depending on someone else, your self confidence and dreams are not at its potential. When I started to withdrawal from this, it was not easy. I have done it.

Time to time, I present different options and opinion on huge projects to my management, but know since I am confident, all of my ideas are embraced. I believe we all need to be like this.

When you let yourself become yourself, you will start to bloom into a beautiful and powerful flower.

Keep your head up and start walking with confidence, so you too may bloom!!

Happy Blooming!!!

Creations

Creations

Creations are what we all create. Creativity is something that we all need in life to prosper. Without creativity, we are lost.

I create and affirm everyday.

While I drive to work in the morning to the radio station, I am always creating. I watch closely when I drive and see everyone around me. I see what they do and how they do it. I start to think about my life and how I want it to be. When I get to work, I start to create my work schedules, meetings and goals. I then do what I create.

After a longs day of work, I start to create scenarios and situations with solutions. I apply them in my next creation. I get home and cook for the kids, get them ready for bed. I take a quick shower to relax and I leave to the station again.

While I am driving to the station, I start to create our next topic for our show. Once I get there everything turns out the way it should be, because I created it. We all need to create our lives so that we can take charge of it.

I believe there are a lot of creators out their. We need to use it to our potential and to the max. Having a harvest are from those that had huge creations. Be one of them and you will see your life turn to the better!!

I LOVE CREATING!!

Feeling Sadness

Feeling Sadness

Feeling Sadness

Posted on 16th May 2011 in Emotions, Twin Flame

I am a strong soul. A soul that fights for the best and never settles for less. A Soul filled with Love, energy, dignity, and passion.

I know I have all of these qualities. I know that I am obsessed with work and home life with my kids.

I do limit my time and make time for me. My kids encourage it. I do all I can and the best that I can of what I do.

When I sit alone or start thinking. I start to feel sad inside. I wonder why I may feel this way. I have everything I need, a house, a car, kids and work. So, why do I feel the way I do?

I start to think of different things that may go on in my life. I start to think about my behavior patterns. I analyze everything I have done previously and what I need to be doing. I see myself keeping myself occupied and socialize with my network . My network of friends has meant more to me now, more than ever. I love making friends. The close friends I do have, I guard them and am very loyal and faithful. I d0n’t ever want to do them wrong, I want to help them in all I can.

I then start to realize and understand the entire picture.

I occupy and balance myself but as I do, i still feel sadness. Like if my soul was crying for someone. My soul paints a sorrow picture. I look at it and feel it. I then feel sad.

I realized that my path has changed. It has changed to the better. I believe the the inner me is mourning the old path. I have let everything go. I am letting the Universe take charge this time. I am letting the Universe make me become what I need to become. I will see the un-imaginable happen. I will see a huge celebration as the Universe is taking me there.

I love the Universe with all my might!

Watching

Watching

As I watch everyone’s moves and listen carefully to what they say, I start thinking to myself and ask myself, “Is’int it obvious”?

I believe people acknowledge what they want to acknowledge to protect themselves. They hide behind a curtain peaking over to see how they can hide in another place so that they wont see “hurt” coming. I believe that if anyone applies their gut feeling within the beginning of the scenario, a lot would have been avoided. I guess people learn the hard way in life, which is not always bad. I believe that going through a certain situation makes you stronger the next time around.

I watch people be devious. It wakes me up and it reminds myself, who I DON’T want to be. I don’t want to be that person that is hateful. The one that takes pleasure in seeing others suffer, no matter what damage they have done to me or anyone. Sneaky and a liars. I bless those individuals and I keep my distance from them.

I see those that are confused looking for direction. I talk to them in different ways so that they can see life in a different view. A view that brings them joy and hope. Although people that are confused are really never confused, they know deep down what to do, they are either afraid of taking the jump or they refuse to accept the obvious and go against their gut feelings. If you take a second to acknowledge your feelings, the obvious will become clear!

Watching people go through things in life is interesting because, you get to watch their errors and learn from them. You get to learn from a situation that you never went through however, you were able to experience and watch the process.

It is important that we see in detail what goes on around us. If we do, it will open us to become more alert and avoid future mistakes..

Looking Beyond

Looking Beyond

Looking Beyond

Posted on 11th May 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

At times looking beyond the impossible, shows to be possible.

My surprise in life is how easy it is to live such a beautiful life without complicating things. It seems like the world passes us by. We do not give it the second of the day to even appreciate the beauty of nature. What is even more sad, we reflect life as we reflect ourselves. In this case its giving yourself time for you. You get caught up in your daily life. You never take time to appreciate who you are, the beauty around you, and take Time for “YOU”.

It was hard for me to do it all. I finally came full circle and now well balanced. I found myself (finally).I am here to help you. It is not easy but it is so worth the different stages that you go through. It took me 33 years to get to where I am and I am in bliss. I need to tell the world, how beautiful life really is. How ”changing your mindset” and the way you live, it creates the most magnificent masterpiece ever. No One can tear you down. No one can tear you apart. You are who you are and be proud of it! I am.

No One is never better than anyone, you can only better yourself.

Looking beyond the picture will enable you to be a stronger and healthier person. You need encouragement only from yourself.

Keep true to you, trust your instinct and fully analyse. I guarantee you success. No one applies inner beauty and energy to things anymore. They try to go outward and “Try”. Its not all about trying, its about acknowledging and achieving your purpose.

I am here for you always.

Be true to you as you are so beautiful!!

Beautiful Creations

Beautiful Creations

Beautiful creations are everywhere!

Creating an inspiring poem, lyric or stories add up to emotions and creations. Creating a mutual balance in feelings and writing, you will create a masterpiece. A masterpiece is something someone created through feelings and thought. A feeling of greatness and and a thought of brilliance. How can that not be the perfect piece?

Creating a masterpiece is brought by a thought, them by a feeling. The feeling indicates somewhat a re-assuring to the thought. Go with your gut feeling. It will always tell you what you need to know.

You are a beautiful creation made by the Universe.

Dont hesitate to do something you may regret it later. If you want to do something, go for it! What is there to lose? A rejection? We get tons of those daily. Take that step today as it could be a commence of something wonderful.

click your heals three times, and make that beautiful creation!!!

Over the rainbow

Over the rainbow

Over the Rainbow is where I want to be. The place where the bricks are made out of gold. A place where wishes are granted and a place that gives you strength. I believe that over the Rainbow is where I need to be.

Sometimes it is good to put yourself into that place in where you want to be. Thinking about what you want to conquer and what you want to reach. This is what I do on a daily basis. I like to have my goal so high that I know it is close to impossible to achieve. I do this so I may strive and do better so I can get as close as I can to my goal. Hoping to exceed the impossible.

I have passion, goals, focus and ambition to everything that grabs my attention.

If you ask anyone that knows me, they can tell you that I will blow up any project I put my mind to.

Over the rainbow is the place that i can go and get my strength from. Without hope, what will we have?

Hopes, Dreams and Goals Is what I found, Over the Rainbow.

Lets venture off over the Rainbow!

Will you dare?

Dreamer

Dreamer

I am a powerful dreamer. One that does not give up.

I believe of what I dream because I know I deserve it.

I have gone through so many transitions in life. I am grateful for them as I have learned so much in a very short period of time.

My strength overpowers me, as my body feels like a lion with a roar. I stand straight and conquer everything and anything in front of me. I am the one that intimidates and make things happen. I am the one that stands up for myself in what I believe. I will not let anyone take my inner integrity away. I am who I am. I love who I am.

I know that I am a strong willed person and always will be. I have maintained a solid foundation for myself and my children. I am proud of all I have done. My kids are proud of me. They know their mom is not the “Normal” mom. I am a fun mom that is happy with life and ready to conquer in business, and dedicating time to my family.

I sit here and think of all that I have done. It provides me confidence of who I am and what I am. The ammunition I have I use it to daydream how I want to create my future. As I sit creating all the beauties in life, I smile and feel content.

I used to be told by one of my frogs (My Ex’s are “Frogs” as you need to kiss many until you get your prince) never to dream. He said it was stupid and silly.

I believe that dreams create hopes and hope creates action. I believe everyone should dream and fantasize.I believe everyone should have some type of hope..

Don’t stop dreaming my beautiful people… Keep hope alive!!

Reminding Myself

Reminding Myself

Reminding Myself

Posted on 6th May 2011 in Emotions, Twin Flame

Reminding myself that life is not all about having love from another guy/girl. Its about how much I love me and my life. Reminding myself that the Universe will let create what needs to be.

At times, I feel as i am walking in a field. One that is so large all you see is land and wild flowers. The sky so blue that it looks like a dark crayon fill-in. The feeling of the huge hot sun. A warm spring breeze that tickles the skin.

I look at the beauty of Mother Nature. I feel free and happy. But when I look around, I am all alone. I have no one to share this beauty.

I start walking and with a sigh, I start to imagine someone with me. I imagine a strong handsome man. One that is confident with himself. He is a dreamer like me. He is streets smarts as well as head smart. He has these beautiful eyes that seduces me and has me lost within them. His soft skin and beautiful smile. You can see from afar that he is humble but strong. He loves challenge and diversity. He has weird ideas as I do. We are both loved by society but are pointed out as “Crazies”. He is open and crazy as I am. Has passion in his profession and supports me with mine.

I imagine us holding hands walking through the fields. He starts to tell me how his day went at work. He tells me these crazy stories of him and his buddies when they go out. He tells me the stories of what happened through-out the day and I tell him mine. As we walk we are laughing at our corny jokes and his weird sounds that he makes with his mouth.

As we walk he grabs a purple flower, Then another. He grabs them in a sneaky way so that I would not see. He stops walking. I slow down and stop and turn to him. I smile and ask, “Why did we stop”? He smiles and pulls me towards him. He takes the flowers he picked and slid the petals down my face. He grabs my hands and places the flowers there and holds them. He looks straight into my eyes and says, ‘You are what I have always been waiting for. You are exactly what I asked the universe for. I thank it everyday for finding you. I went through so much pain in this lifetime. I have suffered, I made wrong decisions. I have seen things that you could never imagine. But, I did these things because down deep in my heart, I knew I was going to be with you. I almost died once, but I felt a strong energy and it brought me back! I knew subconsciously it was from you. You are the doctor that has brought me back to life. I love you”. Tears are rolling down my eyes because deep down within my soul, hidden away, I felt the same emotions, turmoil, and loving spirit. I knew he is my Twin Flame.

I kissed him. It started out to me soft and genuine. He couldn’t contain himself and we started to kiss very passionately. He grabbed me very close. I could smell the sweet natural scent on his skin. I could feel his warm and firm body. It was a magical moment feeling blissful.

I opened my eyes and realized that it was me, imagining my Twin Flame.

Once I realized I was alone again, tears started to roll down my face. I feel full in life with the exception of my Twin Flame.

I feel as if I miss the touch of that special person that will butterflies going wild in my stomach. I feel frustrated because this image is not in my current reality. I feel stagnant..

I sit here and realize that, I have so many friends that love me like family that their love is enough. I need them in this transition of my new path. This is the path I chose and I embrace it. I realized that things will happen at the perfect time. I have no rush, I have no deadlines nor race. I will only wonder what my Twin Flame is thinking, feeling or if my Twin Flame is have a good day. I send loving and protection energy so that my Twin Flame will always be in the best care of the Universe.

I am waiting patiently for you!

Looking within me

Looking within me

What I see is an intelligent and beautiful girl that is not sure how she wants to end her fairytale.

She has built the frame of her future but unsure how she really wants to fill them. She has an idea of every aspect and corner of her life, but unsure of the finishing details. She wants something so badly in her own childish ways and determined NOT to settle.

I am ready for the unknown to come into my life. I greet my beautiful and wonderful new journey unfolding and entering into my life. I must say that I am extremely exited to find what suprise the Universe has in store for me!

I am ready for the ride!

The new me is strong. All hurt and pain no longer exist. I am a brand new me. One that no one may completely “get” , however, knowing who I really am is what matters. I am ok with having people scratch their heads and wondering who and how I really am. I think that is your job to figure that out, not one for me to explain. If you want to get to know me, then really get to know me through my writing.

I am who I am, and will never change who I am for anyone.

Are you ready for this challenge?

The old me was a shattered soul, one that died with a spark of hope. The hope grew and I became seduced and overtaken by hope. It them unfolded and became reality. My past is FINALLY a past. I have no more ghosts to create as I blessed them all away.

I am a woman, A Rock and a Proud Single Mother!

Power to all my single moms out there that make a better life for their babies daily!