Feeling Sadness
I am a strong soul. A soul that fights for the best and never settles for less. A Soul filled with Love, energy, dignity, and passion.
I know I have all of these qualities. I know that I am obsessed with work and home life with my kids.
I do limit my time and make time for me. My kids encourage it. I do all I can and the best that I can of what I do.
When I sit alone or start thinking. I start to feel sad inside. I wonder why I may feel this way. I have everything I need, a house, a car, kids and work. So, why do I feel the way I do?
I start to think of different things that may go on in my life. I start to think about my behavior patterns. I analyze everything I have done previously and what I need to be doing. I see myself keeping myself occupied and socialize with my network . My network of friends has meant more to me now, more than ever. I love making friends. The close friends I do have, I guard them and am very loyal and faithful. I d0n’t ever want to do them wrong, I want to help them in all I can.
I then start to realize and understand the entire picture.
I occupy and balance myself but as I do, i still feel sadness. Like if my soul was crying for someone. My soul paints a sorrow picture. I look at it and feel it. I then feel sad.
I realized that my path has changed. It has changed to the better. I believe the the inner me is mourning the old path. I have let everything go. I am letting the Universe take charge this time. I am letting the Universe make me become what I need to become. I will see the un-imaginable happen. I will see a huge celebration as the Universe is taking me there.
I love the Universe with all my might!
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