Happiness lies within

Happiness lies within every single one of us. No one can make you feel complete.

It is like using a bandaide to cover up what is really missing. I know that when someone has a split up with someone, it seems like we always are out "Looking" for that missing piece that we need to make us feel so whole. I mean, it is like a overwhelming feeling that we feel that we "Must" have someone. So that we can feel better. This is not the best solution. It just means that you are missing "Something" within you.

We all look on the outside of our bodies trying to find "Something". We are always looking for answers on the outside. Well, I am sorry to surprise you with this, but we MUST look within ourselves for all answers. We are more in a confused state and looking for confirmation more so than answers, because the answers we already have. We need to confirm what we already know.

When we feel lonely, this is when we need to do some soul searching about us. Noone more than us. It is ok to feel Alone.. But lonliness lies when we have not found our soul or when we are not loving ourselves to the fullest. We all think that we love ourselves. I was one too. When someone asked me about a year ago, if I loved myself, of course I said "Yes, of course". But thought I knew what that meant, But I didnt. When I started my soul searching this is when I realized, I didnt truly love myself. I found myself degrading myself. I found myself calling myself bad words. telling myself how ugly and inconsiderate I was. I would look at myself and call myself all these bad animal names. I would tell myself how fat I am and how noone would like me.

Anyway, I thought back at all the times I abuse and love myself. Sadley, I have abused myself more than Love myself. Pleasing people would provide me a better satisfaction than to please myself. It is sad.