Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Having a desire of you

Having a desire of you

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I desire you.

I want to devour you.

I want to absorb you.

I want you to soak within me.

I want to vanish within you.

I want to compress myself within you.

I want my energy to dissolve within you.

I want you to drip entirely within me.

You are the nutrition my body needs to maintain nourishment.

I know that I am the same for you.

I Love you!

You came Just in time for me.

Thank you Lancelot..

Monday, June 28, 2010

With just a touch

With just a touch

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With just a touch of your fingers running down my back, it makes me want you even more.

While your fingers run down my back, I start to imagine so many things. My mind starts to wander. It starts to think about how happy I am. How life finally gave me what I have been waiting for. Someone that finally understand me. Someone that loves me like they love themselves. It is truly amazing. I start to feel the love that runs from your fingertips onto my skin and how it sinks within me. I feel the tingly sensations that your fingertips leave upon my skin. Bumps start to dwell over me. I feel the sensation of your vibrations that wrap around my body. I feel you all over me. It is a feeling that i cannot deny. One that overtakes my body and only calls your name.

I start to think about you. How much I mean to you. How much you mean to me. How much we are alike. How much we are as one. It is a feeling that so many desire but not many have. The ones that can experience true bliss as we are. It seems that every time a thought crosses our minds we are thinking almost the same things. When we talk, we beat one another to the same topic we were about to discuss. When we feel vibrations, they are of love just like the other was feeling. When we speak, we only speak the words of love. How many can really experience this?

When I touch you, I caress your body. I feel your respiration with my hands. I feel you in the state of comfort, feeling love, feeling me. I know you are feeling my energy of love because the only words that come out of your mouth is “I Love You”. You usually grab my hands and wrap my arms around you and you always hug me tight. I feel so safe in your arms. How can this be? A feeling very new to me as I never felt this with anyone before. Not even with any past frogs.

When we lay at night, we have to force ourselves not to talk as the sun is ready to rise. Lack of sleep overcomes our bodies but we always, some way, some how re-energize each other with our love. We do this everyday. How many people can actually converse and feel content like this every night?

I have the feeling that I have known you for a very long time. My children feel and tell me the same. How can this be?

Am I dreaming?

When we are lying on the bed at night, we always lay in the same position. The position of our heads touching each other. Our hands holding on to one another’s hand as if we never want to let go. Then I realize that we always lay the same way all the time. Is this how we used to lay in our past lives? It feels so comforting and natural. It feel so right.

I don’t think I could ever get tired of you. If I do, it would be like being tired of me, which is impossible.

When I awake next to you, I open my eyes and I see you. A smile is upon my face and I hug you every morning. It is so comforting to see that you are with me. You are there and are real. You are not a dream. I sigh of contentment but at the same time of relief. I know I have you. I know I will Never let you go.

I cannot believe that with only a single touch I feel all this and in complete bliss.

I love you!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Imaginations are….


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Imaginations are areas where we can hide and be someone you want to be.

Imaginations and pretending are a great way to escape. You can go anywhere and be anything you want to be.. How beautiful it is to escape from your reality and change it the way you want it to go.

The only thing is, that we are so caught up in our daily life that we have no time to escape to our “Safe zone” or “Safety net”.

People can think that is childish, something only children do. These people are so caught up in their reality they will never advance in their reality because they are holding onto something that does not make them happy or they become their own slaves. They wont be happy unless they break free and decide to be what they really want to be, if this makes any sense.

Dreaming, Imagining, wishing and daydreaming are very healthy.

At times clarity will sneak into your mind and you will realize what you are really missing in your life.

It’s sad how people in life, tell you what or how to be in a healthy place. A place that they don’t even know or realize what it may be or even how to get there.

Know that you need to do what is right for you, not everyone will have the answer that will work for you. Do what your heart guides you to do.

At times I even think that there is no way out of any situation or I get mad because in my reality I created something that I may not really want. How do I do away or fix what I created.. I just have to remember that I am not alone and I do have guides and Angels to help me out in certain situations. It is a matter of asking and having them assist in a resolution. Having higher powers on the other side helping you is the best resolution being that they are there to guide you in the best possible highest and greatest good.

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One thing I came to find is that not everyone wants the best for you. There is a lot of people that are not centered within themselves. They are people that think they know it all and they try to help but they try to discourage you from certain things because they do not want you to have what they see as you having. Not everyone will do this intentionally, they are insecure of themselves and they dont want to see you in a better place because of certain things. It may be that they think they will lose you in some way or you may have more in the long run and why should you have more than them?

Be careful who you trust. At times you get happy because certain excitement in life makes you want to share these things with others. Remember that some things are to be kept within because you don’t want anyone placing bad energy on your happiness and then down the road it does not come out like you would like it too..

Keep dreaming, Imagining and daydreaming.. Feel good about it.. You can create anything in life that you want!


Friday, June 18, 2010

My Dreams

My Dreams

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My dreams are filled with you.

My thoughts are filled with you.

You are embedded in my mind.

I wonder if you are feeling the same as I?

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I sometimes wonder if you feel the same way I do.

I sometimes wonder if you want the same as I do.

I sometimes wonder what you would do after you completely know me.

I sometimes wonder if you would ever leave me.

I sometimes wonder if you would get overwhelmed with my busy life.

I sometimes wonder if you really know what you are getting yourself into.

I sometimes wonder if my emotional state in life will ever tire you.

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Did you know that what we have not everyone will be able to feel the bliss we feel?

Did you know that we are the envy of many?

Did you know that we WILL be together forever?

Did you know that you will always fill my heart and No ONE else would fit in it?

Did you know that you are what I have ever wanted?

Did you know that we were made for each other and no one could ever take this away from us?

You are a part of me and I am a part of you. You have been in my dreams and in my soul.

I am thankful to the Universe that you stepped out of my dreams and became my reality!

I love you with all my heart and with the core of my soul!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Listen to your heart completely

Listen to your heart completely

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When you are in love and you start to wonder why this love is so much different from all the other love you have felt or experienced in your past, you tend to shy away or feel scared about it.

You can be sure about the feelings. You can be sure that this is what is meant to be, however you have this feeling of why this love being so pure and right is scaring you. Why the love you are feeling is what you desire but you want to find a flaw.

You are confused within you because you have never experienced something so wonderful in the past, a love that you have always desired finally comes and knocks on your door and you have no clue what to do or how to react.

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Some of us think that once it comes we will embrace the feeling and live a happy life.

Once you experience such pleasure in love you start to get scared or think you don’t deserve it. You start to think that this is too good to be true, let me destroy it because I am not self worthy of such feeling or such bliss.

This is when you realize that you are not completely healed in the wonderful world of love.

Doubt comes in. You start feeling scared and confused.

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Listen to your heart. Listen to the feelings your heart holds..

Dont let something so good, slip through your fingers because you are feeling insecurities.

Although, you try to fight off this magnificent and wonderful feeling, you need to listen to your heart before you let them go. Don’t scare away what will be the most wonderful thing in your life. The love you have always desired.

Don’t follow advice from those that always fail in love. Those that see that you have finally gotten what you deserve and they want what you have. They dont want to see you in complete happiness as they are not happy. People do not always do this out of intent. They believe they want the best for you but deep down they want to experience what you are feeling and living.

Be careful of those that envy and desire what you have and start to show or release negativity. This is not healthy for you or your relationship.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Twin Flame

Twin Flame

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The love of a Twin Flame is much more than a love of a Soul-mate.

Twin Flames are rare and when united, it is much more than bliss. It is a sense of love, healing and its Peaceful. This kind of union is stronger than the union of Soul-mates.

Twin Flames are union from the core of the soul. One so unique you cannot mistake it for anything other than an overwhelming feeling of an outburst within your soul. You only want to have pure intentions with this person. You feel that respect, clarity, honesty and most importantly integrity in your relationship. This is what you will feel to be the most important thing you want within your relationship.

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A reunion of these flames is a feeling that you cannot bare, one so powerful that the intensity of the love is a little over baring but one that you want to continue to feel over and over again.

This is a feeling that you can distinct from all of your past relationships.

Things you desire from your twin flame are things you have never desired before. You will have a restless feeling within yourself about the desires you are wanting from your twin flame. You will ask yourself ,”How it is possible that you have all these desires and want it badly from your twin flame”. It will become an addiction but a healthy one. This addiction you will both feel. You will both feel no limits to your love. You will be pure with NO jealousy, Lots of patience, and a peaceful journey of your new venture.

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Twins have similarities. Everything just feels so right. You feel that anything and everything is possible. You will be in eternal bliss.

You will not be forced into loving but it will come naturally. You will love the past errors of your twin flame. You may have come into contact with people that had past errors in their life that you would never want to involve yourself with. Things that you would not want into your exsistance, however if your twin flame had the same circumstances and instances as those that you had frowned upon, you would not care. You would appreciate and love their trials and errors because you want to learn from their past mistakes..

Example- If you see someone eat a rotten cheesecake. That person asks you if you want to try a piece. You answer “No”. But if your twin flame ate a rotten piece of cheesecake and they offer you some to acquire the taste, you will naturally say “Yes”. Then you will start to think and realize that you would never have done such acts with anyone else or you find yourself denying what was offered from someone in the past and you accepting from your twin. You would want to experience what your twin is experiencing so that you can learn and grow together. You will surprise yourself how natural and accepting things will come to you as it would not with anyone else. It feels right and it all falls into place. This is what a love of Twin Flame feels and how it needs to be! The Universe will have everything come together and everything WILL be perfect.

Twin flames are two souls that once placed together and become as one, it is an outburst of energy. The energy is so strong that you can manifest anything and everything without anything being impossible. You are a strong force. Once united it will be extremely difficult to separate as they were destined to be together.

You will feel no doubt, you will know they are the one. However depending on what your past relationships were, you might feel frightened if united a little earlier than expected. You will feel an energy that you will like. One that will bring you together regardless. You may feel very confused as you are not healed from your past broken hearts (Aka Love) relationships. Confusion will come into play. However you will still feel an energy pull towards your twin flame and you will not know why. Also keep in mind that it may not be a physical attraction either but rather a spiritual attraction. You will want to stay in contact with your twin flame. You then will acquire an attraction. Once you establish the attraction and see that everything just feels “Right”, things will excel pretty quick. It will happen and everything will just fall into place. It will feel right.

If you have past relationship issues you must work on these issues as you might pro-long the reunion of your twin flame. Although you will stay in communication or might shy away your twin flame, you will have the soul connection and they will stay around or linger in your life. The connection will come at one point, but you MUST heal all past love emotions as you do not want to exhaust your twin flame and defeat the purpose of what you agreed to learn or simply exhaust one more than the other.

Twin flames are rare, but are coming together more in this era than prior.

Experiencing a love this great is one so beautiful and powerful that the experience is intense and worth living.

~Twin Flames are more intense than a Soul mate reunion~

May the flames keep living and lighting the way!

Friday, June 11, 2010

Loving is like….

Loving is like….

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Love is like the air we breathe, its soft, soothing and full of life.

Love is like a child, it is jumped into with full of trust.

Love is like roses, it feels so right and beautiful.

Love is like an animal, it will fight until it is defended.

Love is like a pillow, so comforting that you just let yourself go.

Love is something that needs to be nourished, guarded, free, everlasting, and it holds only trust and everlasting commitment.

Love is all we desire, it is our drug.

We need to trust and become one with love.

Love yourself then everyone around you. You are the core of love!

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Thursday, June 10, 2010

A Reason

A Reason

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Finding a true reason to continue to love is something that is truly hard when we have been beaten down, stomped on and brutally Abused.

Sometimes we tend to think that we either deserve what just happened in our lives with our past loves or we tend to feel remorse to even allow yourself to become “One” with this person and putting up with all the chaos that came with it.

We can only blame ourselves as we allow these actions to happen to us. We like to place blame on others but the bottom line is that we can always place a Stop to the actions by leaving and seeking help. I know that there are certain situations that we tend to place ourselves within our own jail. We make excuses on why we should not leave the situation or believe that there is no way out.

If we decide to take the step to make our life a better situation then we are a step forward to happiness.

Finding a place within your heart to hide and grieve is the best solution you can do for you. After you grieve your pain then you can let go. This is a very wise recommendation a friend gave to me. This makes true sense. It provides a stop of blame you have for others.

A reason is what we usually tend to think we need to be a better you. If you need a reason that make “You” a priority. Repair your inner self. Repair your emotions. Repair any guilt.

If you are looking for love, then you need to repair you, then find love. I know that in my personal life, I thought that I would never be happy. I thought that I did not deserve love. I thought that the abuse that I had taken from my past frogs where things I deserved. It was their fault for being such a bad frog. I had to come to peace with myself because I had so many options, I just used excuse after excuse not to make the move to get out. It was like I wanted to feel the abuse in some way. It was sick. But, I have learned that I needed to repair me and become a better person to show example to my children and to feel better about me. I learned that no one out there could repair me. I had to do it and take on the challenge.

I am very excited to say that I did take on the challenge and I now am in a place in my life that I truly love. I love everyone around me, I love my children more and I have self confidence. I love the new me.

I made my own reason to become a stronger and better person and that reason is “Me”.

After I had become a stronger person, I then decided to write love letters to Lancelot. This was very soothing for me. It was something that took all of my manifestations to a new and higher level. I can honestly say that I thank Me, for loving Me.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Empty Love

Empty Love

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Kamitra decided to hang out with some friends. Her friends and her were joking and laughing. They were having a great time.

Friends inviting other friends to join the party. Kamitra met Sean. She and Sean hit it off. They had a lot in common.

Kamitra is a girl that every man would dream to have. She is smart, sexy, intelligent and very caring. She had a void in her heart. She was married to someone that never valued who she was, the value of her soul. He never treated her how she needed to be treated. Although Kamitra felt she loved her husband, she knew that she was missing something. She new she was not ultimately happy.

Kamitra and Sean talked all through the night. They were drinking and laughing.

Sean leaned over and kissed Kamitra. Kamitra felt his soft lips rub against hers. She liked the fact that he kissed her, but she also felt confused. Confused to feel that she liked a kiss that was not of what she was used too. Feeling buzzed over the alcohol, she let her emotions flow and block out the thoughts going through her head.

She was in a strange atmosphere, a strange bed. With no cares in her momentary fantasy world, she did not stop her actions.

Sean and Kamitra kissed and laid on the bed together. Sean started to caress Kamitra. They played the game of “Pretend Love”. Loving one another as if they have known each other for years. Loving each other as if they were in love with one another. They played this feeling in the present. Kamitra became free at that moment, living only at the moment. .

Kamitra, feeling Sean’s strong arms, feeling him hug and caress her. Feeling his warm strong body next to her’s, she let him love her. She let him let loose all over her. She let him do everything he wanted to do. She laid over his toned and hard body.

After Sean and Kamitra played “Pretend Love”, he fell asleep in her arms. As she was in more of a sober state, she felt the void in her heart. Tears started to roll down her eyes. She could not believe what just happened. She let her emotions run wild. Her emotions on a roller coaster ride, she felt confused. She felt confused more than ever. Confused because she did not know what her future would be. She realized at that moment that she had no remorse of her actions. She was proud of herself for doing what she just did. She realized at that moment that she had no love for her husband. Thinking about all he says and does to her, she felt that she was released from him. She didn’t understand the feelings she was experiencing. She just knew that from this moment on, she was released from herself and became stronger.

She felt the seduction of the moment, the sweat of the aftermath, and the release of her confusion. Her heart disconnected from that moment onto something that was unknown but felt right. It was a venture of infidelity.

The moon glistened through the bedroom window. As she glazed at the moon, tears continued to fall. She realized that she could not go on with this Void, this unhappiness, this path of death.

Kamitra realized that this was not the first time she was unfaithful. She became unfaithful the day her soul disconnected from her husband, the discontentment and boredom of what they had. She then started a path of death that lead into everlasting unhappiness.

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Love can be empty. Love can convert anyone into a rock and a heartless soul.

We all need to nourish what we have before we feel what Kamitra felt. We need to expand love and never limit.

Empty love is a horrible feeling.

We need to know how to handle, Love and care for what we have, unless you want to let it all slip away from your fingertips..

Keep filling the love before it empties out and its too late!