A Reason

A Reason

Finding a true reason to continue to love is something that is truly hard when we have been beaten down, stomped on and brutally Abused.

Sometimes we tend to think that we either deserve what just happened in our lives with our past loves or we tend to feel remorse to even allow yourself to become “One” with this person and putting up with all the chaos that came with it.

We can only blame ourselves as we allow these actions to happen to us. We like to place blame on others but the bottom line is that we can always place a Stop to the actions by leaving and seeking help. I know that there are certain situations that we tend to place ourselves within our own jail. We make excuses on why we should not leave the situation or believe that there is no way out.

If we decide to take the step to make our life a better situation then we are a step forward to happiness.

Finding a place within your heart to hide and grieve is the best solution you can do for you. After you grieve your pain then you can let go. This is a very wise recommendation a friend gave to me. This makes true sense. It provides a stop of blame you have for others.

A reason is what we usually tend to think we need to be a better you. If you need a reason that make “You” a priority. Repair your inner self. Repair your emotions. Repair any guilt.

If you are looking for love, then you need to repair you, then find love. I know that in my personal life, I thought that I would never be happy. I thought that I did not deserve love. I thought that the abuse that I had taken from my past frogs where things I deserved. It was their fault for being such a bad frog. I had to come to peace with myself because I had so many options, I just used excuse after excuse not to make the move to get out. It was like I wanted to feel the abuse in some way. It was sick. But, I have learned that I needed to repair me and become a better person to show example to my children and to feel better about me. I learned that no one out there could repair me. I had to do it and take on the challenge.

I am very excited to say that I did take on the challenge and I now am in a place in my life that I truly love. I love everyone around me, I love my children more and I have self confidence. I love the new me.

I made my own reason to become a stronger and better person and that reason is “Me”.

After I had become a stronger person, I then decided to write love letters to Lancelot. This was very soothing for me. It was something that took all of my manifestations to a new and higher level. I can honestly say that I thank Me, for loving Me.