Kamitra decided to hang out with some friends. Her friends and her were joking and laughing. They were having a great time.
Friends inviting other friends to join the party. Kamitra met Sean. She and Sean hit it off. They had a lot in common.
Kamitra is a girl that every man would dream to have. She is smart, sexy, intelligent and very caring. She had a void in her heart. She was married to someone that never valued who she was, the value of her soul. He never treated her how she needed to be treated. Although Kamitra felt she loved her husband, she knew that she was missing something. She new she was not ultimately happy.
Kamitra and Sean talked all through the night. They were drinking and laughing.
Sean leaned over and kissed Kamitra. Kamitra felt his soft lips rub against hers. She liked the fact that he kissed her, but she also felt confused. Confused to feel that she liked a kiss that was not of what she was used too. Feeling buzzed over the alcohol, she let her emotions flow and block out the thoughts going through her head.
She was in a strange atmosphere, a strange bed. With no cares in her momentary fantasy world, she did not stop her actions.
Sean and Kamitra kissed and laid on the bed together. Sean started to caress Kamitra. They played the game of “Pretend Love”. Loving one another as if they have known each other for years. Loving each other as if they were in love with one another. They played this feeling in the present. Kamitra became free at that moment, living only at the moment. .
Kamitra, feeling Sean’s strong arms, feeling him hug and caress her. Feeling his warm strong body next to her’s, she let him love her. She let him let loose all over her. She let him do everything he wanted to do. She laid over his toned and hard body.
After Sean and Kamitra played “Pretend Love”, he fell asleep in her arms. As she was in more of a sober state, she felt the void in her heart. Tears started to roll down her eyes. She could not believe what just happened. She let her emotions run wild. Her emotions on a roller coaster ride, she felt confused. She felt confused more than ever. Confused because she did not know what her future would be. She realized at that moment that she had no remorse of her actions. She was proud of herself for doing what she just did. She realized at that moment that she had no love for her husband. Thinking about all he says and does to her, she felt that she was released from him. She didn’t understand the feelings she was experiencing. She just knew that from this moment on, she was released from herself and became stronger.
She felt the seduction of the moment, the sweat of the aftermath, and the release of her confusion. Her heart disconnected from that moment onto something that was unknown but felt right. It was a venture of infidelity.
The moon glistened through the bedroom window. As she glazed at the moon, tears continued to fall. She realized that she could not go on with this Void, this unhappiness, this path of death.
Kamitra realized that this was not the first time she was unfaithful. She became unfaithful the day her soul disconnected from her husband, the discontentment and boredom of what they had. She then started a path of death that lead into everlasting unhappiness.
Love can be empty. Love can convert anyone into a rock and a heartless soul.
We all need to nourish what we have before we feel what Kamitra felt. We need to expand love and never limit.
Empty love is a horrible feeling.
We need to know how to handle, Love and care for what we have, unless you want to let it all slip away from your fingertips..
Keep filling the love before it empties out and its too late!
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