When I was young, I had to kiss many frogs before I came to realize the wrong decisions I have made in life. I had to be a stronger person and be extra picky on what I wanted in life. Not only for myself but for the 5 Angels that I have with me. I have come a long way.
A lot of people tell me that they cannot believe that I could go so far in life with 5 children, No husband, and I keep up with myself. Well, If don't, who will?
You know my son was sick. I took him to his doctor (Which I think he has the hots for me.. LOL) . He compliments me every time I go see him. He keeps me in the room asking me if there is anything else he could answer or if my other kids had any symptoms that he could help with.. LOL Anyway, He tells me every time he sees me, (Which is almost once a week with a different kid) that he forgets that I have 5 children. He says that he knows by the appearance of the mothers that walk in. They usually have sweats on, no make up, and always have their hair up and usually not brushed. He says that it is nice to see a woman take care of themselves and their children. He says it tells a lot of a woman. Oh, and he also mention how young I look and that he would have never known that my older son (Which is taller than me) was my son. He made me feel very good.
It made me realize that, Wow.... Lancelot will see that he will have a woman that takes care of herself, children and him. Because surely if his wife takes care of herself she takes care of her men and children right? It made me realize how valuable I am. To know that I am a girl that can take care of everything around her and responsible too.. This makes me feel very good.
This takes me to Dreams that DO come true and be determined.
I have kissed frogs in my past. I have become a better person from my past errors. From a Bud, i have blossomed and I will be this flower standing straight, higher than all others because I know that I will grow faster and farther than I have ever imagined. I will succeed. I will be powerful (Even if its in my own world, i will be happy with that), I will be what I am determined to be.
I will then reunite with Lancelot and I will be complete. I am destined to have him. I know I will have him. they say the third is a charm right? But what if someone had a third and it wasn't the charm? Lets say the third was a break..
........Wait............
.........Think about this...........
It means that you have made some wrong decisions. Write down in each of your frogs the faults and failure of both parties. Then Let the ego part of the list go, I mean don't get offended with what you wrote. The reason why I say this is because we start to make excuses of our errors and what we have become of ourselves. Take responsibility and know that this is a learning experience. You never made an error, you are still learning in your path. So, take that list and don't make the same mistakes.. Look at this list and decide to be better than the list. Burn the list and say a small "Determination speech" as in, "I am better than this, I will have my dreams come true. I only allow good to come and flow through me. So be it" Then know that you will release the errors.
When you find yourself repeating that error in your life, than remember the paper you burnt. Then change your ways..
Know that YOU CAN DO IT!!
Remember GET OVER IT, you are only hurting yourself. Once you GET OVER your hurt, you will be able to move on in life and you will find that Dream Guy/Girl in your life.. Stomp on hurt and hate and start loving yourself!!
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