Distant Love

Distant Love

Distant love is hard. Who said it was easy right?

Ever since I had separated from my last frog, I was determined to find myself a long distant relationship. I am not sure why, but i knew that I needed to have something distant so that I could heal the wounds that I had. I never healed the wounds of the first frog and this was time for me to heal ALL OF IT. I have spoken to several people from far away. We ended up being good friends instead of a long distant relationship. It was very good for me. I dont believe that the next person in my life should have all the emotional baggage I have been carrying for several years.

I now know that my soul mate is not near me. He is far away from me. I know what he drives. I know how he looks. I know how he dresses. I know what his name may be. I know how he smells. I know what he likes. I have a hunch on his profession. I know that he will be all that I need in my life. I know that he is like me. I know that he will be very happy with me and I with him.

I know that I will need to travel to be with him and I am OK with this. This will give us time to rejuvenate our love for one another.

When we talk on the phone, it is an immediate soul connection. We wait for the time to talk on the phone as we know we will hear our voices and it will make us feel happy. We will talk about so many things. We talk just to hear our voices and feel the intense connection, so we talk about anything just to keep the conversation going. We know that we need to end the conversation. We end it sending one another love.

I will travel to the end of the world if needed. I know that I will be with him. I know that I will have him in my arms. Even if it is not everyday and only when I can travel to see him, I WILL. I have no fear to go or do anything.

Long distant relationships are hard because naturally you want to be in physical form with the other person. Then you start wondering what the other person is doing. But, you know that both of you have space. Both of you are replenishing the love until you speak again or see again.

Distant love has your mind going in circles. Thinking about the other person. Missing them every second of the day. When you are not thinking about the other person, you are distracted by life, however when you are done with the distraction you continue to think and dream with the love that you have for the other person.

Your love will grow strong if it is meant to be. If it is meant to be, the love will flourish into something beautiful. It will be forever. It will be beautiful. You start to gain trust, Loyalty and determination. Determination because you will want this to continue to work as you know how lonely you feel when you are alone.

I want to miss you because I know that I love you. I want to miss you because I know that you will be coming back to me the very next day. Regardless in what way you come to me.

I want to miss you because this is how I remember how much I love you.