I call upon my Angels to console my feelings. I ask them to ease my pain of sorrow. I ask them to repair my heart as it slowly dies without you. I call upon my Angels to help me ease my pain. I wipe my tears as I write this. I want the pain to leave my body. It is unbearable.
I often wonder when I am sad, if you feel my pain? Do you ever feel my sorrow?
Calling upon my Angels to hold me while I lay in a fetal position. I ask my Angels to console me by feeling their energy around me. I ask them to rub my head to feel safe. I ask them to send you loving energy as mine dies slowly.
My prince, soon to be king is not here with me. He is not caring what I feel. It is so painful. It is unbearable. it is a feeling of unwanted.
The feeling increases by the minute, Hours, and days.
I thought I was to share my completeness with you. I see you shy away. This is not fair. What am I to do with ALL this love I have to give. Should I let my heart turn into stone? Should I let my dream go down the drain? Should I lose myself into the darkness I see from afar?
The light is starting to fade away. The light of love that is left is the only light I have to hold on.
This feeling of frustration is keeping my feelings low and I hate it!!
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