When he came home from work, as usual he walked in and gave a huge sigh. I think it was a sigh of relief to be home but at the same time, he thought, "once again home alone".
He really wanted to have a companion with him. He also is very picky and secure in what he wants. He will not settle for anyone as he refuses too and he should. No one should settle so that they are not feeling alone.
He walks in, and places his jacket over the chair. He goes straight to the kitchen and takes out something to eat and heat. While he heats his food, he takes off his shoes, tired from a long days work he starts to take off his shoes slowly and thinks about everything he still needs to do and all that happened at work. He is frustrated in his life because his head is filled with things. Things to him that are important, but he has no control of. He knows this, so this frustrates him more.
He turns on his notebook. He hears the sound of his food. He proceeds to the kitchen to get his food out to eat as he sees that it is done. He turns on the TV to get a quick glimpse of the news or of what is left of it. He starts to eat his food while watching the news. When a commercial breaks, he starts to remember that he is alone. He thinks about how great it would be to have his soul mate with him. He thinks that he wants to have a good laugh and conversations of their day. He starts to wonder how she would greet him. How their conversations will start and if she would be a good cook or would he need to take some cooking classes so that he could help her on occasions.
He then snaps out of his thought and looks back at the TV as something catches his attention.
He finishes eating his meal. He then turns to his e-mail. He checks his mail and starts reading mail from different people that has sent him emails and checks his social network page. As he always does, he releases another sigh and hopes to one day have an email from his soul mate that he so wishes for. He gets up from his chair and decides to shower and rest a little.
He goes into his bedroom and picks out some comfortable clothes and takes a shower. He turns on the shower and once more, starts thinking about his work. How stressful it is for him. He loves his profession and he does not want to let it go. He wants something different. A motivator. he knows that he wants someone in his life, but not just anyone. He wants his soul mate. He starts to wonder what his soul mate would look like and what are the things that she must have to qualify as his soul mate.
He starts to wash his body with soup and wash cloth. The water is falling on his head while he washes his legs and feet. He is thinking she has long dark brown or maybe black hair. Then he starts to wonder if the eyes should be clear or dark. He settles for brown eyes. He starts to mentally think in his head that brown eyes are not rare. Then something just clicked in his head. He thought, the eyes, must be something special. It must tell me about her. It must talk to me. It must tell me everything with only one glimpse. Not everyone has eyes like this. Her eyes must be a man eater, seductive. I MUST be drawn to her through her eyes. This is how I will know it is her. He starts to think about her body. Well, her body must have some shape. Not too thin nor too big. I want her to be average. Not miss model and not too meaty. I want her average. If she has a roll or so, it is OK. Then he started to think about her attitude. This was a big one for him. She must be sweet, loving, kind.... oh, and cannot be jealous nor Non-judgemental. I want her to care about all that is around her. She must be loving.She must be Real.
After thinking about this, he started to think to himself, wow these are a lot of qualities. Can I really find someone like this? He receives an immediate thought in his head. His thought was "Of course you can". So he is very content with this thought in his mind. He smiles. He gets out of the shower and dries off.. He starts to put on his underwear and shorts. Then he puts on his t-shirt. He is now comfortable.
He walks out of the shower, refreshed. He sits back down to his notebook as he is bored. He feels his Bord and wants to entertain his mind. He does not want to think about things from work today as it drains him and he wants to be entertained mentally.
He then checks his e-mail and writes back to those that have written to him. He checks his social network again and then decides to turn off his notebook. The phone rings. He answers and it happens to be a family member. He starts to talk over the phone and finishes. He lays in his comfortable queen/king size bed.
His thoughts of her comes in his mind. These thoughts of this future girl and wanting her in his mind soothes him and brings a smile to him. He loves to fantasize about her. He is in heaven when thoughts of this girl is in his head.
He is tired and is ready to doze off. He doesn't want to sleep just yet as he wants to think about her and keep her in his mind. He suddenly feels comfort. He feels a sense of ease. He does not know why. At times he feels a overwhelming sense of love that controls his body. He feels secure and loved. In the back of his mind he knows that it is her soul coming to visit. He grasps on to this because he loves the energy that he feels. He falls asleep with a huge smile. He sleeps.
Little does he know that I was the one to be there with him everyday and every night. My angels and I never want him alone!
I love you Lancelot
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