Feeling lonliness without you!

Today, I was out with my clients. They have been married for a quite awhile (I believe over 10 years). I can honestly say, that while we were looking at their future home, they were so excited. They were pointing out the rooms that their children will occupy. The children are excited as they will have bigger rooms. The home is beautiful.

The couple started to go up the stairs. I waited as they walked up. They went into the master bedroom. Then walked into the laundry room. While I was walking up the stairs, they were kissing in the laundry room. I hear their kisses and giggles as they heard me walking the stairs. I thought to myself, "Wow, this is true love that they have. When will mine come?". I then walked towards the play room. So that they could have their privacy. I was feeling wonderful for them. It just made me realize how much I miss you. How much I need you by my side.

Then I started to imagine a home like theirs but with us. It felt so wonderful and real. It felt like I was loved for an instant.

While I was with this family that also happens to be friends of mine, It is beautiful. Beautiful because this is the love I want in my life. This is the love that I so want. I want to be in love with you forever. I don't want to have the love that I see that most marriages have (Just a marriage). Even though this couple does NOT have the love that most people have, as they are TRUE soul mates. You can see the love and respect they have for each other. They are in love all over again when they see each other. This is the love that I want in my life. This is the TRUE love I will have in my life with you. This is not a doubt or a worry, I know this for a fact.

God said, ask and you shall receive. All that know me, know me as a very spiritual person. Someone that loves life and my children. I am this. I have asked and am grateful to receive. The universe will assure that you and I come together and be what we need to be. As one. As a whole. The missing piece of the puzzle. The piece that can share our wholeness.

I love you Lancelot and cannot wait until I feel your arms, warm body, skin and hear you talk to me.

How can you love someone so much like this without knowing them? I am not sure but Golie, I have it for you.