Love will come

Love will come

You buried my soul in the hills of loneliness. You told me lies by lies.

You only took my hand and lead me into darkness. A darkness never felt nor seen before. I didn't feel alone but you deceived me. You deceived my feelings, thoughts and soul. I left myself behind somewhere along the way. I don't even remember. It was something that was not expected.

The grains I feel on my feet hurt. Its painful just like what my heart feels. I can't see the sand, I think its sand. Its rough and grainy. It hurts my feet just like my heart does. My feet becomes numb as we have been walking this long hurtful path for awhile. i wonder if it ever had an end. I wondered how long before this painful path would see some light.

I need my own light back. You took it. I cant find it. I am lost. I need help. You took all what i had left in my world. you took my dignity, self respect and most important, my soul.

I feel lost. I see no light. I only hear the cry of my soul. I know that it is you taking it and doing what you please with it.

This is not fair. I trusted you. I thought you were going to take care of it as you promised. False promises, false hope and false dreams.

?? How could you. ??

I thought you were the one for me.

Why?

Why did u do this to me?

I loved you. I gave you my all.

The love you promised was over rated. Something that i believed in.

Once more, my trust and love stomped on with no remorse.

I don't wish any wrong for you. I don't know what hatred is, as i have lost that a long time ago. I only know how to love and forgive.

You are a deceiver. You deceive everyone in your path. How can you live with yourself like this??

How can you keep on with lies??. You are a lie. You deceive. You certainly cannot be happy living like this.

I know one thing. You will never be happy living like this. You will only have deceit, unfaithfulness and loneliness in your life. Not because i wish it upon you, but because this is the only thing you know to do.

One day when you find your love, the one you decide to give your all, your love and trust, karma will come and bite you. When it does I and all the rest will be gone like the wind. You will regret and by then it will be too late. You may not see it coming. It will creep up on you when you least expect it. When it does, this will remind you of us, all the broken hearts you broke. It will be too late.

Don't worry, I will still be your friend and i will help you through the right path.

I was a loser too, and I will help you not to be.