We are meant to be!

We are meant to be!

Lancelot and Jesse

My emotions sometimes ride like a roller coaster. Maybe because I feel alone and you are not here with me. Sometimes I feel the roof caving in and I feel like maybe it is better to part. I have told you that I may be too much of a responsibility for you. I have to remember that if you have accepted me for who I am and my situation you have accepted all.

I know that we are meant to be together. I want to be your Queen, your everything. Please, tell me that I am your one and only and you promise to hold my hand through this journey. I don't want you to leave me. I need you in my life. My life will not be the same if you leave.

I am sorry if I hurt your feelings, But I want you to be happy. I am determined that it be this way!

I don't want anyone else, but YOU. Please keep me with you always. Promise NEVER to take me out of your heart. I want to be there and I want to stay there forever! You have ruled over my heart and I have no idea when you snuck in and ruled. You snuck in and placed your energy all over it. I feel you in my chest. I feel you in my body. I even feel you taming my butterflies when we talk. It is like you have ruled my body without me even taking notice.

I cannot deny that I LOVE the feeling. I don't want you to exhaust yourself . I will make you happy as I am confidant and know that we are destined. My Angels told me. They held me last night. They whispered,"He is the one".

They gave me signs so that I could confirm what I heard. I seen License plates of New York all over the street. I seen your name and your profession on business cards. I could not believe my eyes. I started to feel the confirmation.

Why do I doubt at times? I am not sure. I think its my ego trying to fool me.

You have helped me with my children and my spiritual growth. I can only thank you because it shows me how much you care for me and how much you love me. I cannot mistake this. When I have a problem, you have a solution for me. Not many people would take time when they are working and try to problem solve someones problems. I see all of these small details and it only reminds me of what you feel for me.

I apologize if my mind does not register as it should.

You are my one and only. The holder and lover of my heart. The owner of my soul and the prince in my life that will become my king when we marry. You are the father of my children as you say you will be. We will have a child and we will be eternally happy!

I love you Lancelot and I always will!!