After the war, only ashes, death, and dullness set in.
After something dies, new birth sets in. I finally seen light after the storm and what I created. I finally heard nothing. Everything was still. Everything started to become peaceful. Finally, I was out. I lived. I no longer felt like I wanted to die.
I seen people come out. People started to hug me, like if God had come and taken his. I felt a void. It was like nothing ever felt before. It was a void but a void with happiness in it. Too weird to describe. I didn't feel like a loser anymore. I felt at peace.
I have finally seen my true friends come and console me.
I finally seen new faces to assure me things are OK.
I finally seen that love from friends do exist.
This was a true eye opener.
But, I still am standing. I am alive. I am whole.
I had finally feel whole, through-out this whole storm.
I finally found GOD.. Someone that never left me.
Someone that gave me hope.
Someone that made me feel like me again.
I was another person.
I now have riches, wow.. Gold all around me.. No more begging
I finally found security, not by man but by ME.
I finally found that I Was valuable, everyone wants me.
I finally found a place to tell my story, to help You.
I finally found peace, with me.
I finally felt pure love, but from my kids.
I can only give gratitude of everything that has happened to me, as I have learned a hard but valuable lesson.
I have learned never to be decieving, as it will come out of nowhere and hit you badly.
I have learned not to look for love, it will come when its meant to be.
I have learned to love everyone and never be evil, as you will only have loving people around you.
I have learned to keep peace within me, so that peace will always be with me.
I have learned to trust, because trust is something that will keep me with people I love.
I have learned to share my story to help those in the same way and storm I was in and to assure YOU that YOU WILL make it, just like I did.
I made it with 5 children, A home, A car and being self employed (Sparatic income).
If I can do it, So can you!!
Head up, have faith and you can rock the world like I.
I no longer have to worry, as I am a foundation that is solid.
I can leave tomorrow and never have to worry.
I have me to thank!
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