Girls like me are hard to come by, however there is always another side of us that no one can understand unless you are willing and up for the challenge.
I am not an easy pleaser. I don’t want to hurt anyone. The heart is too delicate to break,hurt or mislead.
One thing that everyone tells me,is that I am the one for them, but I am so careful to assure that I don’t hurt anyone’s feelings. The majority of people really do not know what they are getting themselves into.
I know that I am a difficult soul to understand. I know this. I don’t blame you if you decide that you cannot handle me nor want to put up with my bullshit. I am one that will win your heart and tear it to pieces if you are not too careful.
I tell you and everyone how it is and how I am. I only hope that you are able to help me amend my heart with men, but I have been hurt too many times for it to be an easy journey.
I only want the prince Lancelot to be the one to teach me, show me and help heal me. Lancelot will know how to do this with ease. I know that I have done a lot of healing on my own and should not depend on others to do this for me, but there are things that people need guidance on.I will not be depended on another to help amend with inner disconnections. I understand that this task could bring sorrow and pain at times. I sure hope you are up for the challenge.
Girls like me become a hard rock. The heart becomes something solid that takes time to heal. We need our Soul-mate to turn it into a soft and loving place for us.
We misbehave. We are testy. We are spiteful.
Are you really wanting to take on such challenge and risk your heart for girls like me?
Thanks be to those that challenged us in the past. We succeeded. We learned. We became stronger and we had the last laugh when we saw them weep over us when we said goodbye. They thought they had us wrapped around their finger and we showed them something other than fear, hate and discomfort. Something that they never seen coming.
We claim victory.
We became heartless towards men because of this.
Are you sure you are up for this?
Are you Lancelot?
Are you the one that will steal my heart and make me into a lovable person I once was with you in the past?
Do you vaguely remember when we last loved each-other??
Lancelot, only you with your loving energy, soul and mind will be able to break the code. The code to my heart.
We promised each other in our last lives that we would find each other and you would be here for me.
I am waiting. Are you the one?
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