Lancelot

Lancelot, did I tell you that I know you without knowing you?

Did I tell you that we are so much alike without ever meeting you?

Have I mentioned that we feel the same things everyday and never know it?

May I suggest to you that we are connected and can never be apart again?

You promised me in our past life that you will find me. You promised me that you will make way to everything even if we were on the other side of the world. You promised me you would NEVER let me go. You told me that you Love me and forever will love me. You said that you have fought many battles and you would fight as many battles as needed in the next life time to find me and be with me..

Why have you taken so long to find me? I feel lost without you. I feel a void. I cry all the time because I need you to save me. I feel lonely. I feel depressed, I feel that i can no longer go on in this world, I feel helpless, I feel worries, I feel pain. I need you to take this away. You promised me. The only thing that keeps me going is the love I feel for you.

I have been lost for a long time. Now that I have found the real me, I am now realizing that I truly belong to you.

My life has not been perfect. I am sure if we would have found each other sooner, my life would have been complete a long time ago. I would have not made mistakes, I would have been happy, I would have felt your true love for me.

I know that the universe made this happen so that I could be the strong person you want me to be. I know that the universe made me the woman I am today because you would be more attracted to me. I know that the universe made me who I am just for you!!

You are strong, You are intelligent, You are stable, You are honest, You are confident, You are patient, You are caring, You are romantic, You are complacent, You are Loving, You are sentimental,You are comprehensive.

You are the example I need to follow, You are my crutch when I am down. This is you. You are my life.

You were made just for me. You were made to fit me. You came to rescue me and I am waiting to be rescued.

Lancelot, I want you here with me. I want to be happy. I am impatient, I know. I should not be like this. I feel you close but so far.

What can I do to ease this anxiety I have? What can I do to feel secure? What can I do to assure myself you are coming for me?

When you do come, I want to be the vampire to suck you and to fill me up with you. I want to be the beast to devour you and make you mine, I want to be the animal that will make you surrender to me, I want to be the wolf to Howell when I become as one with you and feel contentment, I want to be the witch to fly you to all ecstasy. I want to be the insects that crawl all over your skin as I want to feel you completely. I will promise you one thing, I will NEVER leave you alone. We will be together forever.

~You will be mine forever~