I feel guilty and shame for not being a committing example in my children's life. The only thing I can do is turn my actions around and be a better parent. The truth hurts. I will take on the truth and make it positive for my children.
Choices were made. Consequences were created. Now it is up to me to live up to these choices and consequences. It is up to me to be a woman and take control. I need to take a stand on what I want for my children. I need to be the example they need for their life.
My children are my life. Yeah, we all say this, but how do we demonstrate this? Do we? C'mon, take a stand and take control of your actions. Do what you say and feel. Be an example to these Angels and become what you want them to be.
I feel Guilt and shame that my children need to suffer in life because I have not been there as an example. I have been a true loving mother but if i would have involved them in a true and loving relationship then they would have became a good example to others and a great success. They would have been able to experience a true everlasting relationship.
I am turning their life around TODAY to make them what they need to be made. I will show them that their mother chose wisely the third time around . Ultimately the third time is a charm right?? This is what I will make it. I will find Lancelot. My true love. My true everything. He will be a true father figure. A father that will never fail. He will be our everything!!
My children will become examples for their children. They will be wise in their lives because they have seen error and they have seen success. I trust and know that my children will experience true fatherhood and everlasting love!!
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