You lye within

You lye deep within me. Never doubt that you don't. Just know that you do.

You show me so much and you dont even realize it. You keep my spirit going. You guide me. You are the other perfect half of me.

Sometimes my ego gets the best of me. I start to think about what will be with you and me. My ego jumps in and tells me lies. It tells me that you will not take me the way I am. I am imperfect and that you deserve better. My ego tells me that you are far from me and that you will not come and rescue me. It tells me that you will not love me the way I want to be loved.

I say, you love me. I say you will rescue me. I say that you will fit the perfect piece that is missing. I say that I am the one for you and you will love me for who I am and my little Angels as well. You will love the way I love my children. You will love how strong I am. You will love my crazy ideas. You will love the way i tell lame jokes and how I am me.

My ego says that you will find someone better. Someone at your category. Someone that will give you what you need. Someone that will be more loving. Someone that you will enjoy better.

I say, How can you enjoy someone that is not the perfect piece that you were made to be for me? I say you are at my category because we have already been together and destined to be with one another. I say, How more loving can one be when they are a mother and know what pure love means? I say that you will enjoy me because we are perfect for each other and how can you not enjoy perfect?

Regardless what Ego says, I have faith and trust that you will be with me and soon.

I love you over whatever you chose and I know you will chose me.

Besides, you lye deeply within me. No one can take you out. You are ingrained in me forever!

I love you Lancelot!!