In no way, shape or form am I perfect. There are many things that I wished that I didn't do. I wish I would have had the knowledge that I have now to correct all the mistakes I have done with my life.
The past is in the past. Something I must live with the rest of my life.
I look back at it all and I have no regrets, I am disappointed in myself, but I must appreciate my past as I am a stronger person today because of it all. I see life in a different way.
I never meant to hurt anyone. I never meant to make a huge indent in certain peoples lives.
Some indents where good and some are not very good.
There was a side of me that most people didn't know. A side that came out. A side that was waiting to be released.
It was the best release I could have ever done.
I feel free.
Not knowing why things happened the way they did, I know now why it all happened.
It was all because of you.
I needed to be this strong today because of you and the love we have.
The love I have lost and I want to re-claim in return.
I want to be the one always by your side. Catch all your tears. Care for you when you are sick.
I want you to be the addition to my life.
I started anew. I started a new path. My transition in life is complete.
I no longer look, because I know you will come and be delivered to me!
I must say one thing, I have found a grand reason for me, and that is YOU!!
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