I'm a loser

I am a loser for letting my life become an earthquake. I Let everything fall around me.

I should have been a strong foundation, a rock. To let everything stay intact. Never fall. Never crush.

I admit that this is my life that was full of sorrow and pain. Nothing to be proud of but the Angels I have created and brought into this world.

I look back and see two lives that i have placed a mark. Two lives that I have created. Nothing to be proud of, just something that I had to live with and now try to make it different. Learning was key.

I need to take the Loser I have created within myself and become the winner I am. I am not a loser any longer. I am strong.. I am the lightning I need to be to be this stable person. To be this Rock I need to be for my children and for you.

I was a Loser, one that did not know where to turn, where to hide from the earthquake once created.

I am now standing. I am now powerful. I am now love.

I am the re-born of me. I am the one that everyone sees, the one that everyone is attracted too.

I have one love, one soul and it is all yours. I am waiting for you to come and claim it.

I am no longer the loser I once was.. I am valuable. I am now your prize.