How Does my heart feel?

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the Heart. "- Unknown

My heart.

My heart feels lonely at times. It feels like it is full of Love and I cannot empty it to fill it up again until I find Lancelot. I think about him everyday. I think about him all the time. I think about what he might be doing. I think about his day. I ask myself if he may be having a good day. I ask myself if he feels lonely. I ask myself if he is cold, sad, upset, stressed, or in pain. I want to be there to hold him. I want to be there to console him in all ways. I want to be there to love him. I want to be there with him and assure him that everything is OK.

My heart feels him. It feels what he may be feeling. I feel at times that he may be thinking about me. I feel that he may be fed up with his current situation. I feel that he wants to meet me already because he wants to feel the love I have for him. I feel that he feels he cannot handle his heart and needs it to be held and caressed.

My heart sends messages to him daily. My heart sends kisses to him through the energy that flows from me to him. My heart sends him healing energy when he is feeling sick or sad. My heart sends him love and peace.

I wonder if he feels the energy that I send to him. I wonder when he does feel at least one of many energies to him, if he thinks of me. If he thinks about the endless love my heart has to give him.

My heart feels sad. Every time I lay in my bed, I look up at the ceiling and I start to talk to him. i wonder if he hears me. Before I go to bed, i look over at the empty pillow and I wonder if he is sleeping well, so I imagine he is there and give him a soft kiss from afar. I wonder if he feels my soft gentle kisses. When I am working or with a client, I start to wonder if he is having a good day and mentally wish him a good day and send blessings his way. I wonder if he feels it. When I take a shower, I imagine him with me and imagine my hands being his and I bathe myself and start to move in motions I would do while with him. I wonder if he feels me. I wonder when he comes home from a longs day of work, if he sits down for a moment and relaxes or if he continues to work and stress himself out. I want to be there with him to have a hot homemade dinner awaiting him and the massage oil ready to massage his beautiful masculine body and make him relaxed.

The possibilities and Love I have for him are endless. I want to give him all I can give. I love him and yet to see his beautiful face. I feel him from afar and yet to feel his soft skin, I smell him and yet to have him beside me. I can hear him and yet to have him near.

For my heart aches without you. My heart needs you. You are perfect for me. You are what I need. You are mine. My heart will be true to you and will always have everlasting love for you!